3rd week of ONG

in the ward, the staff nurse call us MS, short for medical student. so..... not glamour haha but what to do. they will call us especially when there new case admitted and need to be clerked. today, is the busiest day ever in the ward i guess, ward full! takde kosong langsung. one patient keluar another patient come in. board tu full. 26 bed and 2 isolation room fully occupied. ward lain pun sama. it must be the season orang beranak ye hujung hujung tahun ni. miscarriage pon banyak ;( so sad.

ONG memang busy, and stressful! i always miss my meal, lack of sleep, and lack of leisure time, tapi ni curi masa sambil study sebab petang tadi pkl 6.30 tido bangun pukul 9. hoho. tapi, kekadang dia best. sebab your time kat ward occupied, you clerk bed banyak pon you rasa takpe sebab tu responsibility, lain lah kalau nak clerk sesaje tu mcm malas sikit hehe, so bila clerk banyak , means you boleh prepare sekali untuk teaching. tak payah susah susah cari kes lagi. so dua keje setel, cover bed and case untuk teaching.

as a medical student, there's not much that i can do in term of patient management. as i only there to help. not to manage, sebab tak qualified, ilmu pun tak cukup kot. tapi, to be able to help the doctors around make their job easier buat rasa ada kepuasan sikit, altho maybe diaorang tak realised pon, tapi rasa happy kan bila dapat tolong orang. and to be there beside my patient, moral support during their labor, holding their hand when they undergo procedure, laughing, talking with them through their stay in the ward, that is the least that i can do. although, some patient take that for granted, but what to do. human is human. i tried to be nice and friendly to all my patient that came to me, so that they feel my warmth, and they know that i understand them, and not treating them like just a case that i want to study. because, when i'm in their feet..i want to be treated that way too.

every cloud has silver lining, dalam ONG silver lining dia despite all the lacking of sleep, meal, rest and abundance of stress.. still. satisfaction tu ada.